I need a job

It’s the fourth day my husband has been at work while I am at home. I have the need to find a job. I don’t want to get into just any organization, so I can have income and something to do; however, I want to be doing what I’m interested in. What’s hardest about it though is figuring out what to focus on. I don’t know how to describe this feeling I have, but I think it’s  towards not wanting to focus on one thing because I fear I will get too bored of it or lose interest and waste all the time, effort, and resources I put into it.  I don’t want this to happen.