It’s the fourth day my husband has been at work while I am at home. I have the need to find a job. I don’t want to get into just any organization, so I can have income and something to do; however, I want to be doing what I’m interested in. What’s hardest about it though is figuring out what to focus on. I don’t know how to describe this feeling I have, but I think it’s towards not wanting to focus on one thing because I fear I will get too bored of it or lose interest and waste all the time, effort, and resources I put into it. I don’t want this to happen.
We’re on our way to drop you off to work, and I’m a little scared to drive the truck on my own. I know I’ve been driving for a while now, but I am. Everything is new and a little frightening. I’m in a new place and with this new duty as your spouse, I’m a little pressured. I want to learn what I need to in order to be your good wife. Love you, husband. ❤️