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This is my very first post, and I am starting this new journey on the 15th day after my wedding and 2nd day after my honeymoon. About 15 minutes ago when my husband went to work, several thoughts came to mind on what I shall do, and here is where I will begin.
It’s the fourth day my husband has been at work while I am at home. I have the need to find a job. I don’t want to get into just any organization, so I can have income and something to do; however, I want to be doing what I’m interested in. What’s hardest about it though is figuring out what to focus on. I don’t know how to describe this feeling I have, but I think it’s towards not wanting to focus on one thing because I fear I will get too bored of it or lose interest and waste all the time, effort, and resources I put into it. I don’t want this to happen.
We’re on our way to drop you off to work, and I’m a little scared to drive the truck on my own. I know I’ve been driving for a while now, but I am. Everything is new and a little frightening. I’m in a new place and with this new duty as your spouse, I’m a little pressured. I want to learn what I need to in order to be your good wife. Love you, husband. ❤️